Nicholas

2010-06-04T08:49:00.000-07:00

Jesus, Saviour of The World (:
Im ever more devoted to God than before. hehehe :D
Reviving my blog once again. Soon it'll be dead (:
im not at all heartbrokened (:

2010-05-20T10:49:00.000-07:00

It was another hopeless lie, you promised you wont do it again, now you did it, and you said you dont care. What is this man. Sooner or later, you'll see. I'll be gone forever. I wont return, dont regret. These are my last warnings, then its farewell. Dont let it happen.

FML

2010-05-15T21:38:00.000-07:00

Just saying you know your mistakes doesnt make anything better if you dont do anything about it! Keep on saying and its useless. Actions speaks louder than words, and stop pity-ing yourself would you? Keep talking abt you. Its all about you aint it? Nothing has to do with me. Im not important here. Its you. Get it right, if you keep thinking and saying only about yourself, then go be a shining star, leave me, the fallen star, behind. I had enough. Seriously.

Tired

2010-05-10T03:15:00.000-07:00

Im tired of all this, can you just do it right?
Im not asking much from you, I wont talk to you until you do things right. Things i have told you many many times. I dont think i need to remind you again and again right? how long will this go on? I get jealous easily, you know that right? So why are you still doing things that make me feel that way? I just dont get it. You said you kept your word, where isit? Youre not a toy to me, understand? Listen up, do what you think is right. Then come and find me, got it? Meanwhile, this is my last message for you. Takecare.

Im back!

2010-04-13T00:58:00.000-07:00

Heyyyoos ! Sorry long time no update. Wasnt in the mood and had no feeling of updating. anyway, skipping selfstudy today as im not feeling well again! D: , cough go away!

Thanksgiving was awesome! Thanks to those who supported me when my name was called. Heh! I am first in Eng language 2009 (NA) :D heheh

2010-03-28T08:22:00.000-07:00

argh wth, missed out my CG cycling just to go for enrollment service, thought i would get promoted, but i didnt. Waste of time. Wth. Sad, anyway, went home, bathed, and went out for HOGC service. Then went back early as mom said there will be crab to eat, went back, thn found out, market never sell le! In the end, wasted my time.

Drum lesson

2010-03-24T07:10:00.000-07:00

Today's drum lesson was awesome! I played on th real shit. :D so cool ! HEHEH.
Thanks for the gift (:

Hmm, sch - bored as usual.
Aft sch - walked 1 round around aljunied then headed home :X

new blogskin

2010-03-23T11:30:00.001-07:00

YoYoYo, as promised, I have a new blogskin! Comments on my tagboard please.

2010-03-23T05:55:00.001-07:00

MSN IS DEAD! D: D: D: D: ! JIALAT. Nvm, still can chat gd enough. TODAY VERY BORING!! I intended to skip self study cause of some stuffs, but then I reluctant to leave school D: , thn i stayed awhile more before leaving , then walking out of canteen, met my form teacher. Then I was like *OH SHIT! GG* Then bo bian, tio caught le. Then send to James Lee D: , nvm he kind enough to me :D, i stayed until 4:30pm then i left school at 5pm. Travel around for fun and reached home around 6pm. Very boring right? D:

The day we get together♥

2010-03-19T11:56:00.000-07:00

20march2010

Today is an awesome day! Church level outing~ first time xD. Today, rained heavily, meet 10am at clementi, i got there at 9:56am :D, wasnt late! Yeah!! Anyway, waited quite long, rest really nth.
Lets move on, we headed to West Coast aft everyone was here. Took bus, and alighted there. Went to mac, had lunch, then went to our outing 'site'.
Had 'facebooking' there, or whatever they call it, was very fun and i learnt quite a few things. Then the rain started, we all prayed to Daddy God♥ that the rain will stop, in Jesus's Name, the rain did stop! :D woots.
Thn proceeded with our outdoor gamezxc! We played 'Dog and Potatoe' as our first game. It was super funny :D, thn we moved to the fields and played potatoe revenge, i think :X.
Then aft that, we played captains ball! :D, many ppl said we were quite good, but idk myself. Anyway, scored a few points for our team.
Then we assembled back to our 'site' and got dismissed, the whole outing was extremely fun! :D

200310 - 1230am, baby i love you (:

2010-03-16T19:39:00.000-07:00

Hey peoples! Im leaving for lunch soon w/ Ryan.T, hahas. I will chnge my blogskin soon, as I am going to design one after im back home! :D

Mixed up

2010-03-15T02:17:00.000-07:00

Hey hey! Im back from camp, extremely tiring lor! Esp when its after cross country. Anyway, I got 52th position for cross country! My record so far :D ! Yay. Went home @ 3pm, prepared for LDC camp. 4 days , 3 nights.

Leader Development Course Camp

Day 1
Reached school, then had bag inspection. Take in, take out in like 1min, our camping bag all very heavy then many things inside also. We kept taking in and out as we didnt meet the timing and had to do it again. Then aft that had some drill etc. Then lights out.

Day 2
Woke up @ 6, polished uniform, then had morning exercise. After that, had breakfast, drill etc. Then at night, we had NIGHT GAMES! It was freaking awesome man! Everyone in PT kit and had to take off our shirts to blind fold ourselves. Then, we were hosed with water and everyone was excited. Everyone was in the prison and soon, some were brought into the forbidden chamber, when the prison officer shouts 'enemy attack' then everyone has to lie down flat on the floor and act dead, means not moving. For those who dont listen or move, is sent into the tourcher chamber. The tourcher chamber isnt really tourcherous. Everyone had fun inside there and some even wish to stay in there! This is what happens inside, we are being blindfolded again, made to lie on the floor. Then they will take FRUITS like apples, banana, watermelon and peanut butter to RUB it on US. Gross but fun! I enjoyed being rubbed with peanut butter, like some day spa liddat. HAHA. Then also water-bombed with soapy water mixed with chocolate. LOL. Everyone was soaking wet at the end.

Day 3
This was a big day, my platoon had to plan for a BBQ. We were very stressed, cause its for 60 ppl. But after planning and buying everything, we still left like $100? We were like, wow? The BBQ was supposed to be at EAST COAST PARK, but it rained! Then we didnt go, we had BBQ in sch. Less than 50 ppl turned up, as the venue changed, we had a lot of EXTRA FOOD. We ate until we could burst. We were supposed to have overnight cycling, but we didnt. WE PAID FOR IT ! ): , aww. Everyone was disappointed. After BBQ, then awhile later, lights out.

Day 4
Its our last day in LDC Camp! Everyone was happy to leave, sad that it ended so quickly. We woke up @ 6, washed up and polished uniform, then had morning exercise , then breakfast. After that, we packed our barang barang and changed into Full U, for opening ceremony. Everyone reached on time, uniform all neat. Then we had our opening, then when it was time to go home, everyone received their badges! Everyone was happy(: , then we were dismissed.

I had lunch with Ryan.T near my house. xD
Then i went home :D. Btw, i just woke up! haha

Where is the love

2010-03-11T07:31:00.000-08:00

Today's post a bit Fired up. Felt that I had to post this. :X

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love? Where is the love? Where is the love, the love , th love.

Seriously people, where is the love? Where isit?
Si ting, I knew you didnt like me from the start, thats why I didnt accept you.
Seriously, it is very obvious. Heard that youre just desperate for a stead , yeah whatever, goodluck to you.

AA will you stop it? On one hand, act innocent, other hand, do bad and pretend it wasnt you? What are you thinking? ._.

I've fallen for someone else, and its neither of you two.
Im willing to wait, no matter what, but I dont ever want this to end. Youre like a magnet that is pulling me from the north to the south pole, so strong. There is certainly space only for you in my heart, which will be kept only for you to fill it.

Ouch.

2010-03-09T04:45:00.000-08:00

What is this? Im given crap for all the good i've done.
Disturbing? IT HURTS ME.

2010-03-09T03:45:00.000-08:00

So sian, eff, today quite boring, art lesson sat alone, all the way @ the back. Then rest of the lessons, emo around. Then during self study, classmates took my bag and hide. F. them, kns. Thn aft selfstudy, wondered around. Then went home @ 7pm.

im not fit to be inside your heat, cause i am never ever special to you. although youre the most special person in my heart, i will wait for you, although i know , you'll never be mine.

You know, i loved you.

2010-03-08T04:50:00.000-08:00

Today, softball C division boys, RI VS GM. RI won and GM lost D: , nvm! Cause lack of 1 player, its okay ! Next time bah! I will help! Anyway, played bball today, thn walked home.
Baby its true, i cant live without you, and this time, im being let down again. Thought i had a chance, guess not. Im living in self denial, i am useless, i hate who i am. Emoing, do not disturb. Or else. I dont think that I will ever go back to who i am. Not for now, maybe never. I loved you.

Cousin Day

2010-03-06T06:28:00.000-08:00

Today is Cousin Day! HAHA! Went out with them, then went to eat SAKAE BUFFET ! MUWAHAHA. Went to funan there de, dont have, then went to city link de, no buffet, then walk all the way to suntec de! eat eat eat :D HAHAHA! fun sia. Take a lot of pics, then went to get my 313 concert ticket~ haha thanks! Then, went to find Joash they all @ sky garden. Then played catching with them! I FELL DOWN. ALAMAK, but was dam funny seh, I very pro, fall down, roll 1 round, stood up, ran back although it was FREAKING painful. D: sian, lucky no blueblack bah. :X Then continue playin catching, limping all th way. xD then sweat and sweat, then went to esplanade to find my parents + cousins. Walked there and took a lot of distorted pictures :D HAHA! my facebook have the pictures, go see yeah :D. so basically, today was a fun day! :D

2010-03-04T22:18:00.000-08:00

Im at home! I stayed at home! I am sick ! flu flu flu flu flu! alamak. WHO PASS TO ME DE?!
Everyday, im starting to miss you more and more, i need you so much. will you come to be? I want to hold you tight in my arms, and never let you go. Youre my one and only, that i want the most. When will you be mine? (:

Sick.

2010-03-04T06:15:00.000-08:00

Today, sian ah, got self study! bo bian have to go, then after that, play bbal for awhile bfre i wanted to go home, then , my BB ppl tell me got drill, then they ask if i going, i say i nvr tio inform, idk, then they say PS gt inform, then i nvr receive, how i know. Then attended drill although im sick! Shouldnt have! but then I decided to. Now im more sick, got worse. Dammnit, im down with flu!!! NOOOO. In Jesus name! I am HEALED!

HeyGirl!

2010-03-03T04:03:00.000-08:00

Whoaa, today very tiring! Softball, but played pool in CMS ! :D

Hey girl, I think i'm fallin' for you, I can't stop thinking about you, I want you all around me, And now i just can't hide it, I think i'm fallin' for you!
I just need you so much now!

2010-03-01T02:38:00.000-08:00

RAWRR, I cut my finger today man!! Kena metal chain then bloody finger liao! I clean most of the blood already, but just when I tio cut, i clean on my shirt, then the blood print is heart shape :D! So cool :D

Rest than that, today was kinda boring! Siannnnnn!

Finger after washing.

My uniform with the Heart there!

Lets take a closer look @ the

The closest view of the heart (:

Hahas thats all for today! yeah :D

New blog + new skin!

2010-02-27T10:22:00.001-08:00

Haha ! Welcome to my new blog of 2010! Blog opened on 28/02/2010 @ 2:22 am! xD